Imagine My Surprise

One of the things I promised myself after I had Lucy was that I wouldn’t step foot on the scale until I was at least 3 weeks postpartum.  When I had Hanna (my first child, for any new readers) I had lost all the baby weight and then some when I went in for my 6 week appointment.  I tipped the scales at 296 at 40 weeks, and weighed 266 post-birth.  I could not have been more ecstatic.

I don’t know about any of you other mom’s out there, but it was really hard for me to not get on a scale right after I had Lucy (my saving grace was that my scale broke the week before I had my c-section, which was quite disheartening at the time, if you can imagine).  The last time I weighed myself I weighed 294 and still had two more weeks until my due date.

I really thought that I had gotten lucky my first pregnancy and was going to have to get use to some lingering poundage this time around.

Imagine my surprise when I got on the scale today and it read 263.6!  My weight when I started this pregnancy was 264 and I’m pretty sure that at the end my weight would have come in somewhere around 296 just like last time.

The only issue I had with my first postpartum was that I gained about 18 pounds from breast-feeding.  I was so stressed about whether Hanna was getting enough to eat I just started taking in calories to see if it would help me get my milk supply up.  Little did I know that Hanna was just a small baby and didn’t like to eat that much (she is still that way).  This go around I am not stressing out and I am mostly using my breast pump so I know how much Lucy is eating, and I don’t get so frustrated like last time (Lucy is a hungry little thing, and will out weigh Hanna in no time).

One thing I did do this time is lots of research on how to keep my supply up without taking in empty calories.  I found out some great information and it turns out the more fruits, vegetables, and lean protein you eat the better your milk comes in.  I can attest to that since my eating the last couple of days has been less than stellar.  I have been tracking all of my food through my Weight Watchers account but plants have been seriously lacking.  Pumping today was lower than it has been this past week when I had been getting in plenty of F&V’s.

My goal is to not gain any weight (obviously) and stick to my Weight Watchers goal of  54 points per day.  BTW, nursing mom’s get a crap-ton of points which makes it easy to stay on track.  I almost fear for when I’m not nursing and it drops significantly.

The hardest part is that I am not in the habit of tracking my food anymore and it is going to take me a while to make it a daily thing.  Also, my weight may only be up 11 pounds from my lowest recorded weight, but I am jelly everywhere (that’s what no weight lifting for 10 months will do to you).  None of my clothes fit, and my stomach is crazy stretched out.

But that’s what having a baby does to you.   And I am only 3 weeks out from my c-section, could be worse.

Better Beginnings Part III

Better Beginnings is a series that I started last year that follows my daughter’s eating during her first few years.  I try to document some fun and different ways that I find to get healthy foods into her diet to set her up for a healthy life!  If you want to catch up here are the last two installments:

Disclaimer: This post talks about poop so if you don’t want to read it come back tomorrow!

When I was young I had some serious bowel issues.  So much that I was scared when the time came to go to the bathroom, and I would hold it until my stomach started to hurt.  My mom tried everything to get me to go to the bathroom more often.  I even remember a time when she made me eat bran cereal (the stuff that looks like tiny twigs from a tree) and when I wouldn’t eat the whole bowl, she put it in the fridge for later.  Ever had cereal after it’s been sitting in the fridge for a few hours?  I’m sure you can imagine.  Luckily, I think she was using it more as a “don’t waste food” tactic because I don’t remember actually having to eat the soggy bowl of bran.

These bowel issues followed me into my adult life and when I was about 21 I decided that I needed to do something about it.  The problem was that I had gone so long with these GI issues that it was hard to get my colon back on track.  I tried eating a LOT of fiber, and then I started taking Metamucil 3 times a day (to this day I still take a glassful of Metamucil at night).  I started seeing a little improvement, but mostly I started to get an obsession with the topic of poop (my family will tell you that a conversation always comes to poop with me).

When I was 25 I decided that I was going to try getting A colonic (click here for more information, if you really want to know what it is).  The colonic specialist I went to suggested that if you are having bowel issues you should get 4 colonics in 1 year, and you will see a major improvement in your GI tract, and strengthen your colon because it is forced to expel the water, which is like a workout for your colon.

Let me just say that the story of the colonic is one of my Dad’s favorite stories to tell people about me.  My family laughs ever time I mention it just because it was a HORRIBLE experience!  The reason it was horrible is because I should have done some prep work before I had it done, and when I went into it I had no idea what was going to take place. (if you want to hear the story, or if you have questions about the process you can email me at shrinkingcarriewww at gmail dot com).  But I will say that my colon had a 180 difference and I would do it again in a heart beat.

What this whole post has to do with Better Beginnings for my daughter

I am bound and determined to not let my daughter have these same issues.  They were painful, and pretty traumatizing for me as a child.  I go as far as to cheer a little when she poops, and make sure to not make a big deal of changing poopy diapers.  I don’t want her to think pooping is negative or secret.  EVERYBODY POOPS!!!

One thing that I have noticed is when my daughter has dairy products she gets constipated.  When I started to do the 21-day Vegan Kickstart I decided that I would have Hanna follow along as much as she could (although, she still LOVES yogurt and it is the only dairy product she is really eating right now).  I switched her over to Soy milk (she was never a fan of whole milk anyway, and she actually LIKES the soy milk), and she eats almost everything that I eat.  The only problem is that I have to keep it interesting for her.  She is not like her mama and she can’t eat the same thing for most meals, she craves variety.  Especially at breakfast time.

This morning I decided that I was going to find an egg-free, dairy-free french toast recipe and I found a good one!  I found it on the website Must Follow Recipes.  She doesn’t blog on there anymore, but she has left up the website so that you can still make her recipes.

I assembled my ingredients. Great Harvest Cracked Wheat bread, flour, canola oil, vanilla soy milk, unsweetened applesauce, and cinnamon.

This mixture turned out VERY thick so you need to be careful when you dip the bread that you don’t overcoat it.  You can also scrape some of it off the bread before you put it in the skillet.

Finished product.  I don’t know if it’s because my stove sucks or if it’s just the recipe, but they need to cook for quite some time.  I cooked them on Low (learned that anything higher will burn them) and had to cook them for almost 10 minutes on each side.  Which is why I made an entire batch today and then froze them for future breakfasts.  It made 5 slices.

The result:

Happy baby that poops at least twice a day!

I’ve Got The Fever…..

Sweat it Out (Wednesday’s Workout):
Weights 45 Minutes
Elliptical 30 Minutes

24 Days of Thankfulness: Today I am thankful that my child sleeps in until 8:00 almost every single day, and sleeps 12 hours a night.

The time has come…….to get on the scale.  I ALWAYS give myself a few days after vacation until I weigh myself, and so I was pleasantly surprised to find out that I only gained 1.8 pounds.  Yes, I am stoked that it wasn’t more and I am still in the 250′s, 257.8 to be exact.  I am not kidding when I say that there was one day last week where I ate pizza for 2 meals and chocolate in between.  So I will take a 1.8 pound gain with a smile!    This also proves that when you lose weight slowly it doesn’t come back as fast.  My average of 1.5 pounds a week wasn’t looking so bad after vacation!

This weigh in means it’s time to get back in business, and with a little focus I can actually lose some weight this month!  Especially since it is T-minus 2 days until my Body Bugg arrives.  Have I mentioned how excited I am?  Only a few THOUSAND times!

I’ve got the fever, and I’ve got it bad.  On Tuesday, I finally put away all of Hanna’s 3-9 months clothing and packed up all of the bottles, binkies, breast pump, and the last of her being a baby :(  Which has now left me with scorching baby fever.  I’m still a young gal of 32 and the hubs and I do plan on trying for one more, but putting all of the baby stuff in storage certainly lit a spark in me.

For those of you who haven’t read any of my posts regarding my labor, it was pretty heinous.  This next go around I want to be healthy and ready to have a baby.  I’m aiming for no Gestational Diabetes, working out daily, and being mindful of my eating.  But before I get pregnant for the second time, there is a little something called Health Insurance that I need to acquire, and in order for me to do that I need to be able to qualify.  Which means I need to be a healthy weight since I am a High-risk pregnancy (because of the emergency c-section), and all of Colorado policies are required to include maternity, but I don’t want to pay an arm and a leg.

So for now I need to concentrate on really losing some pounds so that I can make all of the pieces fall together.  I’ve decided (obviously) that weigh in day will stay on Thursday.  I actually weigh in on Wednesday, but I write my post’s a day before hand (so that my family doesn’t feel neglected, and it works for us).  I’m excited to really see some changes these next few months, and I am finally at a point where I am going to be able to tell a difference.

Now onto……

“The New Rules of Lifting for Women” Phase 4, Day 2, Workout B

  • Dead lift: 3 sets of 10, 60 pounds
  • Underhand Lat pull:  3 Sets of 10, 70 Pounds
  • Bulgarian Split Squat: 3 Sets of 10, 25 pound plate
  • Reverse Lunge off step with Forward Reach: 3 Sets of 10, 16 Pounds
  • Shoulder Press: 3 Sets of 10, 30 Pounds
  • Prone Jack Knife: 3 Sets of 20
  • Reverse Crunch: 3 sets of 10
  • Plank: 3 Sets of 60 second holds, modified to knees
My legs were JELLY after this lifting session! I could only do 30 minutes on the Elliptical, it was all my legs could handle!  But I feel AWESOME!
  • If you have kids: Did you get baby fever when you put away their baby things?
  • No kids?  Do you ever feel your biological clock ticking?

Better Beginnings

Sweat it Out:
Elliptical 50 Minutes
Spin Class 45 Minutes

Weigh in day, yay!  Actually it was weigh in night, last night.  My workout regimen is a pretty strict schedule, with classes at certain times and meeting people for weightlifting I have to be at the gym at a certain time in the morning.  My normal weigh in time would be either Wednesday or Thursday at 9:00, but this conflicts with the gym and lets face it, the gym is more important than the weigh in.  I’m trying to find a time that works and I am thinking that Wednesday night at 6:00 may be the keeper and then I will post the results on Thursday morning.  Anyway, let’s get down to the nitty-gritty.  Today’s weight is……..263.8!  That is a 1.6 pound loss which means I am 1.1 pounds away from reaching 20 pounds!  I am so excited to do measurements next week!  That will be huge.  Just so ya know, I feel a difference in my body since killing myself at the gym every morning.  I feel muscles in my legs that haven’t been around in a while.  And I feel like my stomach is getting a little smaller.

Getting to 261 will be kind of a big deal to me.  The first time I lost weight when I was 21 that was the number that I started with.  Then over a course of about 6 years I managed to gain it all back, but as soon as I got to 261 again I held steady for about 3 years.  Then I hit 30 and it was like over night I gained 15 pounds and that is where I have been for the last couple of years.  So for some reason 261 sits in my head and once I pass that number it seems that everything will be real to me.  It’s weird how the mind works.

Yesterday, I spent the afternoon making baby food and it led me to the topic for today’s post.  Where this all began.  Of course I have told you my driving force behind my weight loss, but one of the big things that got me to actually start the process was when my baby turned 6 months old and it was time to start solids.  everyone wants their children to not make their same mistakes.  Growing up my mom always had a vegetable with dinner, and we ate pretty healthy.  Still, I gravitated more towards junk food and soda than anything.  When I became an adult I realized the importance of fruits and vegetables, and even though I still enjoyed my junk food, I started to eat more varieties of F&V’s.  It got me thinking about Hanna and how I wanted her to have a diverse pallet, and love foods that are good for her body, no matter what lengths I had to go through.  When I first started to buy baby food I bought the organic jarred variety, but I couldn’t help but notice how unappetizing they looked.  When I would show Hanna how to eat the food, I would put the spoon in my own mouth and it made me want to gag. It was disgusting.  And expensive.

While lurking on Facebook one day, I had a friend that was starting to make her own baby food from a cookbook.  I immediately asked her what the book was called so that I could check it out.  I went to Barnes and Noble that same day to purchase the book “Cooking for Baby”.  

(I have no idea why this picture turned out so small)

This book has been life changing for me and Hanna and she will now eat ANYTHING I put in front of her.  Which for all you parents out there, you know this is no easy feat.  I fee like it has given her the reality of what fruits and vegetables taste like without any fillers or preservatives.

let me state that I am no super mom.  Making homemade baby food has been easy and stress free.  I even made it when I was on vacation for Fourth of July when I was in Utah for 2 weeks.  When we were on vacation I started with bottled food because I thought it would be inconvenient, but after Hanna didn’t poop for almost 3 days I figured out the tapioca that they use to thicken bottled baby food had BOUND HER UP.  She was miserable and her tummy was huge!  So I went to the store-bought a ton of fresh F&V’s and it took me two hours to make 6 different types of healthy options.  After about a day she finally started pooping again.  Nowadays she poops sometimes up to 6 TIMES A DAY!  That’s a healthy colon folks.

MY POINT: I was going out of my way to make sure that my little girl was starting out on the right track eating wise, but I wasn’t eating healthy myself.  How can I tell my daughter that she needs to eat healthy while mommy is shoving ice cream down her pie hole?

For anybody out there that may find this interesting I documented my process yesterday and wanted to share it with you!  First off let’s go over some of the benefits of making your own baby food:

  • You know exactly what is going into your baby’s body (no tapioca, and no constipation, nuff said)
  • It’s more economical than buying prepackaged foods.  Buy fruits and veggies that are in season and it stays cheap.
  • You can choose your own fruits, vegetables, and other foods for purees, instead of relying on the flavors chosen by manufacturers. You’re not going to find melons or avocados in the baby food section of the supermarket.
  • It gets the baby used to eating the same food as the rest of the family — just in puree form.

To make the purees you only need a few different kitchen tools:

  • Stove, to roast or bake
  • Steamer basket, steamer pot, or a steamer
  • A good quality blender, or food processor
  • Ice cube trays, to freeze the purees once they’ve cooled
  • Cookbook is optional.  The only real ingredients is fruits and vegetables!
Since peaches are in season right now (and super cheap), I decided that I would make about 3 pounds of peach baby food (I also made green beans and sweet peas which I will show you the finished product of further down).  I started by washing, pitting, and halving the peaches:
Then I gave a slice to Hanna because I have to give her a slice of fruit whenever I’m eating it.  She is becoming a really good beggar.
After you can clearly see that the water is boiling in the steamer, steam pot, or steam rack, put the peaches into steam.
Let them steam for about 5 minutes or until the fuzz starts to peel back from the peach.
Once you can pierce them easily with a fork they are ready to go into the blender.
I was blessed with an awesome boss that bought me a Vita-mix one year for Christmas after I sat in awe of the one his wife had.  Because this is a powerful blender, there is no need to remove the skin (extra vitamins and nutrients!).  With peaches you don’t need to add any extra water.  With most vegetables you do need to add a little water to get it going.  You can also add breast milk or formula to make it that much more nutritious (but you don’t have to).  Once the peaches were pureed (after about 2 minutes in the blender on high), they are ready to go into the ice cube trays.  Baby food will keep up to 3 days in the fridge or 3 months in the freezer. I prefer freezer, that way I can make huge batches about twice a month and have plenty of options.
This is enough to feed Hanna for 24 meals. If the consistency is too runny I add some oatmeal cereals from Happy Bellies to thicken it up!
I spent about $10 as opposed to about $30 I would be spending on bottled food.  I only make baby food about twice a month and it takes me about 3 hours all together.  And last of all the comparison:
Check out the difference in color of these frozen pureed green beans, and the store bought bottled green beans.  Ya, I wouldn’t want to eat those either.
This post is purely for something to think about.  It is my preference to make homemade food, but I have the time to make it.  I understand that there are working mommies out there that don’t have the time or the energy to make this stuff!  This is strictly my own opinion, and there is no judgement about what works for other mom’s.  The important thing is that our kids are getting the best nutrition we can offer them!
If you got through this whole post congrats!  I hope it was interesting for you!  If not, come back tomorrow for a different topic!
If you’re a mommy, have you done homemade baby food?  What did you think?
What else has influenced a change in your eating habits?

Hold Still Horse! I’m Trying to Get Back on You!

Get it?  I’m trying to get “back on the Horse”, I’m so clever.  Let’s be honest about this last week.  I did awesome on the gym, but tanked it on the eating.  I have got to learn how to simultaneously eat good and exercise.  Meh.

Today I feel like it has been a good rest day.  I kicked my butt in the gym and deserved to take it easy.  It’s the beginning of the new week and I’m ready for it to be a good one!

Went to Facebook and had a great quote from good old Weight Watchers staring me in the face:

“Nobody trips over mountains. It is the small pebble that causes you to stumble. Pass all the pebbles in your path and you will find you have crossed the mountain.”

Last week I looked at it as a mountain, and this week it will be looking more pebblish.

I’ve got my Synergy Kombucha to relax me!

I <3 you Passionberry Bliss. Sigh.

I’m skipping the re-cap from last week, because I’m pretty sure that the only goal I met was going to the gym 6 times.  Yes, that was a pretty major goal that I made and I am EXTREMELY proud of it, but I’m pretty sure that the other goals will be on this weeks list.  So here we go for another round of………

Start of the Week Sunday Goals!!!!!!!!!

1. Go to the gym 6 times this week!  I’m loving the gym, but I find that day-to-day feelings can change in an instant.  To make sure that I stay on track this will be a recurring goal.  I have felt AMAZING this week, and I know it’s because of the gym (we all know it wasn’t because of my eating).

2. Keep a photo food journal on the blog?  I eat a lot of the same things day in and day out.  What can I say, I am a creature of habit.  That is why I have a question mark next to this goal.  I don’t want to make my posts long and drawn out, but I definitely need more accountability on my eating habits.  I will try it for a week and you let me know if its boring you, k? K.

3. Track like my life depends on it.  Ever since the whole simply filling method, I have totally gotten out of the habit of tracking.  This was also a contributor to the epic fail of eating last week!  I kept having the thought that my workout was making up for what I was eating and I have to stop telling myself that!

4. Less TV.  I’m pretty sure that my daughter is going to be brain-damaged by the amount of tv I let her watch.  I am going to try to make a conscious effort to turn the tv off and more music on.  I grew up in a house where my mom was constantly playing the piano and I totally took it for granted.  I want Hanna to have the same love for music that I have and so I have made a good house mix that I can play randomly throughout the day.  TV is where bad habits start, and I am determined to not let Hanna be a couch potato.

5. Stay on grocery budget.  My hub’s and I are trying to be more disciplined with our money and so I HAVE to stay in our grocery budget.  This means if I am even a penny over I will have to put something back.  I also need to make some major baby food (I’m sure that Hanna is pretty sick of Pears and Zucchini the last couple of days).  So I will need to keep all of the fresh fruits and veggies that I make her food with in the grocery budget (spoiled kid).  I just made about 6 pounds of fresh plums for her so we’re all set there.  I wish she’d get some teeth so she can eat a few more things.

A non-official goal is to take a trip to the library this week.  I have books that I need to read, but for some reason they just don’t sound interesting right now (I could change my mind in a second though, cause that’s how I roll).

What is a goal of yours this week?

Any great quotes that motivate you?  I know I’ve had some in the comments already and they were awesome!  Please share if you have any others!

Weigh-in & Single Parenting…

Today’s weigh in was 273.8!  That is a 1.6 pound weight loss, which is not too shabby considering it was a holiday and I’m on vacation.

I’m pretty sure that lack of sleep is showing on my weight loss.  Hanna has gotten worse at sleeping day by day since we’ve been in Utah.  Last night in the middle of the night she decided she didn’t want to sleep from 1:30 to 4:30.  I am so thankful for the time that I’ve been able to spend with family, but I am excited to get home next week so that I can get back on schedule and really focus on my goals.  I AM SO CLOSE TO 10 POUNDS….ARGH!

Now its honesty time.  I totally broke down this morning after my weigh in.  I think the last week and a half of no sleep and not seeing my husband all came crashing around me and I sat in the bathroom and had a pity party for myself.  I hate crying, and it was like the ugly crying where I couldn’t even look at myself in the mirror because I probably would have started laughing from the ugliness of it.  How ironic.

Anyway, I had to give myself a little pep talk so that I could make it through the day I talked to my hub’s and begged him to come on Thursday so that I could have a break from single parenting.  Shockingly, he told me that he was already planning on coming down and that he was going to surprise me, but of course I am pretty much losing it right now so I wasn’t taking “no” for an answer.  He can never surprise me because I pester him so much he finally just tells me to get me off his back.

My mood has instantly changed since I got this bit of information and Thursday night can’t come fast enough.  Pray that my Hanna sleeps tonight and I can get a decent nights sleep.  Fingers crossed.

When is the last time you had a good cry?
Today, and before that it was right after I had Hanna……stupid hormones.

What instantly puts you in a good mood?
My Husband & Ice Cream (frozen yogurt these days).

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